And she says she has ‘barely slept for days’ following Walker’s interview this week, in which he referred to their relationship as a ‘mistake’.

She revealed: ‘Nobody understands what it is like when a young boy points to a photo of his dad and just wants to see him. It breaks my heart.

‘It was me who ended it with Kyle. If I’d wanted to, I could have continued to have a secret family together.

But I couldn’t deal with the toxicity any more, and I realised it wasn’t good for my children.’

The influencer broke down in tears and said: ‘When will this end? I need this to end.’

Lauryn Goodman (pictured) revealed in an exclusive interview with Mail Online that she ‘ended it with Kyle’ as she couldn’t deal with the ‘toxicity any more’

In 2020, Goodman (pictured) confirmed the father of her oldest child, son Kairo, was Walker

In an interview this week Walker referred to his relationship with Goodman as a ‘mistake’ and said he’d made ‘idiot choices and idiot decisions’

Walker’s two-year marriage to Kilner, who he met as a teenager, is in tatters after the Manchester City and England full-back was named as the father of Goodman’s five-month old daughter.

The footballer, 33, had already fathered a son, three year-old Kairo, with Goodman following an earlier separation from Kilner in 2020.

In a rare interview about his personal life, Walker was close to tears as he reflected on moving away from their family home in Cheshire and spending enforced time away from his three children with Kilner, who is currently pregnant with their fourth.

Walker admitted he wanted to ‘curl up in a ball’ after his relationship with Goodman came to light in January.

In 2020, Goodman confirmed the father of her oldest child, son Kairo, was Walker and the footballer broke the news to his devastated wife hours before it went public.

He moved out of the family home to rental accommodation in nearby Hale, Cheshire before Kilner agreed to take him back, with Walker agreeing to sever all contact with Goodman beyond his ongoing financial commitments.

Walker’s two-year marriage to Kilner, who he met as a teenager, is in tatters after he was named as the father of Goodman’s five-month old daughter (pictured together in 2019)

The footballer is a father to three children with Annie (pictured), who is currently pregnant with their fourth

In August 2022, though Goodman revealed she was planning to relocate closer to Walker with son Kairo. Walker explained how he met her at a solicitors’ office to try to stop the move, which was when met his son for the first time and the couple resumed contact.

In early October 2022, the footballer travelled to London for groin surgery and met Goodman. He confirmed the pair ended up sleeping together.

Weeks later Goodman broke the news she was pregnant again. Goodman messaged Kilner on December 27, 2023 revealing the truth about their relationship and the parentage of her second child.